I want to have you
I want to hold you
I want to touch
but not to fuck you
I know my body will reject you
It's not enough to want to want to
But I liked how you were that time in bed
You slept like you were doing math in your head
I was so fond of you then
I'm sorry for being more than your friend
And you don't see me like you used to
It shouldn't matter but I miss you
Maybe I didn't love you
But I loved the eyes you saw through
Like a skinny thread or rotten tooth
Somehow you pulled loose
I felt guilty until then
Until your eyes changed
I remember when
But if i don't accept the love of some
I fear that love will never come
Stranger to all
Servant to none
With your glasses off
You looked so small
And I was so sorry
For it all
credits
from Long Difference,
released December 4, 2020
Written and arranged by Apolojeesus
Vocals, guitar, synth and beats performed by Apolojeesus
Bass performed by Josh Margolis
Recorded by Apolojeesus and Christopher Marcoux at Quirk Studios in Brooklyn
Produced by Apolojeesus, Christopher Marcoux and Josh Margolis
Mixed by Christopher Marcoux
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